DARK ROMANTICISM 

There’s not enough of it . 

There’s not enough of it like it was way back many years ago . 

I think today , people are too scared of the dark content and quickly turn to the safe side . 

That’s not living nor experiencing . 

Some claim , but in reality claiming only goes so far . Let’s actually experience this  baby . 

Let’s include and give ourselves to  dark romanticism . 

Fuck your corny typical sex fantasies because that’s not even what I’m talking about . 

I’m talking about a lifestyle actually . Another way of living and loving . 

Don’t worry . 

I’ll show you something . Soon .
PATIENCE 🙏🏾

WHY SHOULD I SETTLE FOR LESS ? 

Fuck that . 
You know I’ve been thinking 💭 
I work hard , eat healthy Monday -Saturday , I excersize, I’m not wealthy but I’m financial stable . 

I’m not a bad looking guy . 

Why the fuck should I settle for less ? 

Why am I running to what I know I can get than to what I don’t know I can get ? 

Because at the end of the day , to be honest I’m always going to look at someone else . 

Why ? 

Because I settled for less . 

I think I deserve a woman  I’ve always wanted . 

So fuck that . I’ll chase that then . 

NO MORE JUST OKAY 🙏🏾

THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER AALIYAH 

I’m sorry but there will never be another women like her . 

Close but not really . She was way past her time and more to life . 

So beautiful internally and externally. So authentic and creative . None of that fabricated shit . She also had respect for herself unlike some ladies today . 

So laid back with that tom boy switch she can always pull off .  Boy !!

When I was younger I actually had a thing with a tom boy girl . We played basketball together and she would always beat my ass. She idolized Derek Jeter to the heart . 

But I moved and now I can’t find her . 

Ashley , where are you ? 😭 

RIP YOU BEAUTIFUL SOUL 🙏🏾

KEY THING I WANT IN THE WOMAN 

Actually , caught myself talking to myself . So I thought why not write it down . 

The key thing I want from a woman is her mind . 

I fucking don’t want anything else from you . I can care less again from the appearance or assets etc. 

I want your mind . Connect with me on that level and everything will eventually come along . 

Matter of fact , fuck that . That should be the only thing you should want . The only fucking thing that really matters . 

If you have a good head on your shoulders , I’ll take you . Fuck your Kylie Jenner makeup . 

Even though honestly , I’m such a weird guy and have a thing for non standard women . 

Women that , stick out from the average woman today . That’s why I’m single 

Not because I’m an asshole , it’s because I’m still fishing 🎣. 

And no I’m not talking about you so called crazy women who call thierselves crazy . 

I mean, who the fuck does that.🤔
FISHERMAN XZAVIER 🙏🏾

LIARS OR COPYCATS (WHAT’S WORSE) 

I Fucking hate both of them . 

Actually , I hate liars more than anything because it’s almost like stealing . You know information but you don’t want to tell me and I have the need to know . Get the fuck out of here . 

Copycats are different from liars . They just steal content or a product . Lack all types of creativity you know . 

I use to hate that growing up with my little brother actually . When he used to copy me on every damn thing . Well at least I thought . 

But I was naive and young . 

Now I want my little brother to do what I do but better since he’s smarter . That’s family man . 

Still , today  I would take a copy cat than a liar any day . 

At least , a copy cat have the ability to copy and paste and make enhanced modifications . 

A liar , I can never trust again . 

🙏🏾ONE STRIKE , YOU STRIKE OUT 

MINIMALIST THEORY 

I believe in it . Actually , I try to partake in it . 

I barely have any furniture due to promote a more fun  yet work atmosphere  in my apartment . 

I actually have a name for it . The Working Cloud . 

It’s where I brainstorm and rain as in write down every idea I can think of . 

But I’ve learned so far that being minimal in a lot of things has actually increased my happiness . Less care , more optimistic you know . 

Less  clutter and distress and more eustress. 

It’s not bad to try it out . I just have to get the whole minimal fashion shit down because I have way too many nice shoes and fucking pants . 

🙏🏾SOMEDAY