There’s not enough of it .
There’s not enough of it like it was way back many years ago .
I think today , people are too scared of the dark content and quickly turn to the safe side .
That’s not living nor experiencing .
Some claim , but in reality claiming only goes so far . Let’s actually experience this baby .
Let’s include and give ourselves to dark romanticism .
Fuck your corny typical sex fantasies because that’s not even what I’m talking about .
I’m talking about a lifestyle actually . Another way of living and loving .
Don’t worry .
I’ll show you something . Soon .
Fuck that .
You know I’ve been thinking 💭
I work hard , eat healthy Monday -Saturday , I excersize, I’m not wealthy but I’m financial stable .
I’m not a bad looking guy .
Why the fuck should I settle for less ?
Why am I running to what I know I can get than to what I don’t know I can get ?
Because at the end of the day , to be honest I’m always going to look at someone else .
Because I settled for less .
I think I deserve a woman I’ve always wanted .
So fuck that . I’ll chase that then .
NO MORE JUST OKAY 🙏🏾
I’m sorry but there will never be another women like her .
Close but not really . She was way past her time and more to life .
So beautiful internally and externally. So authentic and creative . None of that fabricated shit . She also had respect for herself unlike some ladies today .
So laid back with that tom boy switch she can always pull off . Boy !!
When I was younger I actually had a thing with a tom boy girl . We played basketball together and she would always beat my ass. She idolized Derek Jeter to the heart .
But I moved and now I can’t find her .
Ashley , where are you ? 😭
RIP YOU BEAUTIFUL SOUL 🙏🏾
Actually , caught myself talking to myself . So I thought why not write it down .
The key thing I want from a woman is her mind .
I fucking don’t want anything else from you . I can care less again from the appearance or assets etc.
I want your mind . Connect with me on that level and everything will eventually come along .
Matter of fact , fuck that . That should be the only thing you should want . The only fucking thing that really matters .
If you have a good head on your shoulders , I’ll take you . Fuck your Kylie Jenner makeup .
Even though honestly , I’m such a weird guy and have a thing for non standard women .
Women that , stick out from the average woman today . That’s why I’m single
Not because I’m an asshole , it’s because I’m still fishing 🎣.
And no I’m not talking about you so called crazy women who call thierselves crazy .
I mean, who the fuck does that.🤔
FISHERMAN XZAVIER 🙏🏾
I Fucking hate both of them .
Actually , I hate liars more than anything because it’s almost like stealing . You know information but you don’t want to tell me and I have the need to know . Get the fuck out of here .
Copycats are different from liars . They just steal content or a product . Lack all types of creativity you know .
I use to hate that growing up with my little brother actually . When he used to copy me on every damn thing . Well at least I thought .
But I was naive and young .
Now I want my little brother to do what I do but better since he’s smarter . That’s family man .
Still , today I would take a copy cat than a liar any day .
At least , a copy cat have the ability to copy and paste and make enhanced modifications .
A liar , I can never trust again .
🙏🏾ONE STRIKE , YOU STRIKE OUT
I believe in it . Actually , I try to partake in it .
I barely have any furniture due to promote a more fun yet work atmosphere in my apartment .
I actually have a name for it . The Working Cloud .
It’s where I brainstorm and rain as in write down every idea I can think of .
But I’ve learned so far that being minimal in a lot of things has actually increased my happiness . Less care , more optimistic you know .
Less clutter and distress and more eustress.
It’s not bad to try it out . I just have to get the whole minimal fashion shit down because I have way too many nice shoes and fucking pants .
PICTURE 1 + PICTURE 2 = 🙏🏾🙏🏾🤘🏾🤘🏾💕💕
NIGHTS BETTER THAN MORNINGS 🙏🏾